THE ANIMATED DOLL
This connects to a couple of games in the list for later review, in particular 'Kari Virtual Girlfriend', which is an artificial intelligence companion; an artificial girlfriend, completely computer generated. This is especially for people who don't have, or who don't want a suitable human companion for friendship and/or sexual needs. For me this also connects in a way to my transvestite hobby; as a lazy autistic pervert having always been disappointed by women, rather than trying to develop a relationship with a real woman I have preferred to create or seek out my own artificial women, with maximum excellence and minimum problems. Reality isn't so important for me, since as an autistic I do not see the finer points of human expression so well. An imitation fools me well, and satisfies me better, without the confusing human personality interfering with the happiness two souls should share together - even if one of them is imaginary!
There are some amazing "sex dolls" available today, which are virtually identical to humans, however these are extremely expensive, but lesser ones still very good can also be obtained. Yet smaller dolls, toy fashion dolls, or smaller even can also be used - especially if the user is also able to enjoy the shrunken woman fantasy. A Small doll is also much easier to physically animate, and may still be enjoyable to hug; you'd need to experiment to see if it was satisfying for you. Though their larger counterpart are called "sex dolls", for the more imaginitive user this can cover a much wider range of use. A doll of any size can function almost fully as an artificial human in many capacities, and many users like to animate their dolls as artificial living humans, which makes the intimate connection between them so much more satisfying.
There are a couple of TV references I should point out here. The first is the film 'Lars And The Real Girl'. This begins very good, then ends the standard way of the artificial companion being rejected in favour of a "better" human counterpart. But much better is the Japanese TV show 'Rozen Maiden', which is available with English dubbing. This explains in detail about where the doll gets its artificial life, and the intimate relationship between master and doll. If you ever have a doll companion, then you should definitely watch this show together!!!
Aqua 'Barbie Girl'...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZyhrYis509A
The first step is to find the right doll. I have played with a couple of little dolls in the past, but never found anything really satisfying about it. Then I found "the one". This doll has a mysterious attraction about her. Everything about her is wonderful: Her face is totally gorgeous, hair, body, movements, "character". After spending a little time with her I immediately fell in love - I didn't think there could be any better doll. Of course she was by no means perfect - she even had a little manufacturing defect. But instead of spoiling her perfect beauty, it made her an individual, like a birthmark. Just like a human lover, nothing mattered any more once she had captured my heart. She was "the one".
The next step is to animate your doll, and make her (or him) into a living being. This requires you to use your imagination, and is sparked by the first step of finding your dream girl. (This may be easier in an intoxicated state.) You may find that when your doll becomes animated, she isn't just a predictable robot slave - she may surprise you with her desires, which come from your own subconscious, and may, rather than fulfilling your long-planned desires of what you WANT, instead give you what you NEED.
"Yeah! Backdoor man! Men don't know, but the little girl understands!" - The Doors.
Interestingly, this is the same as what I experienced creating a female character with my own body as a transvestite - a new character within your own framework can surprise you with its difference from you!!!
Finally, if you have any intention of taking your relationship to the limit, you may need to make some alterations to the doll, and give it any parts that were missing when it was made. This won't be necessary with a "sex doll", but it will make a significant difference with other kinds of dolls. This is the day your inanimate piece of plastic truly becomes a living woman!
But creating another life entirely is a magical experience. The life within the doll comes from yourself - your own desires, needs and expectations. But the doll has her own form and personality as well: It is a combination of your own will and this mysterious outside influence. In the end it must be said that God is in charge, and takes control of things like this. I imagine these poor hopeless losers like myself are in love with manufactured entities made by God. Little fake gods. Our little girls are hot goddesses, mmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
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